I
would have no clue of what my life would be if my dad and my mom were someone
else. I mean, nothing in this world would I ever want to trade both of them
with.
I
am grateful and thankful to Allah S.W.T for giving me such a strict, loving and
caring mom & dad.
I
know I can sometime be so stubborn with them, but nevertheless, I think they’d
already know how much I love them. How much we all love them.
They
work so hard day and night and sacrificing their life for the sake of the family.
Raising
six children is not easy I tell you. But hey! They manage to do it all just
fine.
Three
of us have already graduated with a degree in different field and the other
three are still studying in a University to get a scroll of degree.
And
did I tell you these; all of us were/are from a private University.
It
is not that they don’t trust the public University, it just that they were
scared that the field that they thought are suitable for us might not get it.
There
are too many ‘competitors’ and the chances are so low.
So
for not delaying much, they decided to send all of us to a private University
in order for us to get better education in the field that they thought could be
better for us.
Boy,
they weren’t wrong!
Honestly
speaking, I used to be those children who don’t care about the future. In my
upper high school (SPM time), I was one lazy girl.
I
had no interest in science but yet I had to study science. All those Biology,
Chemistry and Physic just weren’t my thing.
But
because at that time, I thought that all those science stream students were
those super genius one that I decided I’d stay making a fool success of
myself.
Yes,
I was wrong.
I
had the worst SPM results ever! Dad was ashamed of me. He didn’t say though,
but I know.
I
didn’t get to any matrixes and I didn’t apply for any public University.
My
then-boyfriend kept pushing me to do ‘surat rayuan’ for matrix so that we can
study together. But of course, I didn’t do.
Why?
Because,
with that result? Making a rayuan? Where is my pride? Gitu! Stubborn!
But
boy! A big super heavy rock just hit my head.
I
was super ashamed of myself and I regretted every second of my life. I used to
be a smart girl but because of the laziness, my life had almost gone down the
river.
Such
a waste!!
Then,
I was saved by my all time hero, MY DAD!!
He
saved me from all the drowning. He gave me advices and nagging me about my
future and how he thought Accounting was my thing.
He
decided to send me to one of the private university in Malaysia.
He
said, he doesn’t mind forking some money to send me to a good school. He said,
after all it is his responsibility to give me the education I needed.
And
yes, because of that, I started realising how value my life is and how my
parents are counting on me.
And
of course, I would never want to disappoint my parents again that I study very
hard to be where I am today.
It’s
not big though.
But
all I can say that, I am grateful and thankful for every single thing I have
gone through.
I
have learnt a lot and I will not stop learning.
I
believe every life journey is also a learning process for us.
Don’t
complain.
Live
with it and make changes if necessary.
No
one can change your life but yourself.
When
I thought my life was over, there Allah has given me the way for something
better.
I
recently got promoted and this is all because of my parents.
They
are simply the best!
Without
their guidance and words of wisdom, I could never imagine being at my place
now.
So
adik-adik, PMR or SPM doesn’t really determine where your life would be in the
future.
Getting
poor results in PMR or SPM is not the end of the world.
There
is too much learning process that can help you to be a BETTER person.
All
you need is some COURAGE and NEVER TO GIVE UP.
And
yes, never forget ALLAH THE ALMIGHTY.
JUST
HAVE FAITH IN YOURSELF AND INSYAALLAH EVERYTHING GOES SMOOTHLY.
CONGRATULATIONS FOR
THOSE OBTAINING GOOD RESULT IN PMR.
FOR
THOSE WHO DID NOT GET GOOD RESULTS, NO NEED TO BE SAD.
THERE
ARE MORE TO COME IN YOUR LIFE.
THERE
WILL BE MORE EXAMS AND TESTS AWAITS YOU.
SO
BE PREPARED!
:)
